what merit i have?

someone said:
yingtyng.
find your value
it's important for you
how people assess you?
by your certificate!

...

ya..
this question have been
so long time
inside my heart.
what i have now/future?
what is my merit?

sport?
oh.
c'mon
that's impossible.

dance?
piano?
guitar?
no.

ya,ya..
i can study well!
oh..
no!no!no!
the bad result..
how can i say that's my merit?
hiuz...

life.