Sunday, August 31, 2008

無奈.



he's one of my family members,
don't know why
i always feeling tires
with every words out of his mouth
but still
i try to endure him
i tried hard
every time,
i made concession
i told my-self in every argument
maybe i'm wrong
but whatever
i just can't accept his face

today,
i finally eruptions
why he 煽風點火 in front of mum
i suddenly 脫口而出
tyng:你不要吵!
and i repeat once again
he continued!

he such a brainless
i glanced him

and go back another brother's room
and "pam" the door,softly?

my tears?
just because i'm feeling
委屈.

nevermind
i keep up my tears

at night
i still like nothing
talk with him
but actually i know
i'm trying to away from him.

i'm fake.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

olympic.



lee chong wei losed.silver enough.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

i'll never accept her any more.

出去住

接受什么?
她犯了我一生都不可能原諒的錯誤

你要我原諒?
除非回到過去

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i have nothing with him!

不要再椰揄我了!
拜托

不想
不要
不會
不可能
跟他有東西!

我很想死
除了苦笑還是苦笑
不然怎樣?
難道講
你不要再跟我講話
我怕緋聞?

我可能忍不住
真的發火
忍耐有限度,好嗎?

不.要.再.講!!!!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

look back on




memorize all you can
and
take a review

that feels good.

i can clearly see
i'm playing
i'm smiling

somethings not too obvious
i'm crying
i'm wishing

just

diary.

still
ee von,cyndi,melody,hoikei
kian how,zhun shuen,kenny
8 guys(chen thai,hong zhang..)

next year

the list would change?

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

whatever

i scored bad
i failed

whatever..
only word i could tell my-self..

whatever?
if i quit CHONGHWA

still whatever?

i got those A through luck
but now my luck has gone.

i find never.
although i try hard.

but
i'll never give up

doctor say cheerful people lives better.

at least those who get high marks
never lived my experiences.

=) : Am i grow?
or i have get used to fail?
why i can recover from sadness so fast?

whatever.

Chapter